Good night, Cubao!
Benjie is working in the house the whole day tomorrow. As for myself, I shall continue cleaning out the walk-in closet and the upstairs storage room.
My on-line journal: continued from http:www.tonyperezphilippinescyberspacebook24.blogspot.com (December 18, 2014 - May 17, 2015).
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The Neighborhood of The Birds
Monday, November 30, 2015
Back from dinner out with the granddaughters. I decided that we go because Aubrey seemed disappointed we didn't have lunch out. She was all dressed up and ready to go this morning. I know the feeling.
We are working on three special projects that are quite exciting, and I hope that we complete them before mid-December.
We are working on three special projects that are quite exciting, and I hope that we complete them before mid-December.
Your Hangout message:
"My December goal is to be able to document all talismans that I have. My memory is not that good anymore."
My reply:
Actually, your memory is as good as it will ever be. Magical items have a way of making you forget all about them. Upon acquiring such an item--whether a taladro, a panyo, a booklet, or a medallion--I make it a point to record everything about it in my secret blog immediately. Even then I am unable to remember everything and need to refer to the blog frequently.
"My December goal is to be able to document all talismans that I have. My memory is not that good anymore."
My reply:
Actually, your memory is as good as it will ever be. Magical items have a way of making you forget all about them. Upon acquiring such an item--whether a taladro, a panyo, a booklet, or a medallion--I make it a point to record everything about it in my secret blog immediately. Even then I am unable to remember everything and need to refer to the blog frequently.
Good morning, Cubao!
Slept eight hours after a deep tissue massage.
My day began with simultaneous occurrences. Angelique and a classmate were at Araneta Center buying tickets for Wednesday's game, which, unfortunately, had already sold out. We are all having lunch at home. A woman and her son from _______ buzzed by with lots of quilted stuff for sale--they remind me of the stuff they make at Smokey Mountain--made of varied, Christmas-pattern fabric. I normally turn my nose up at those, except that my karma for the day was that they had one peculiar set in a gorgeous pattern that was really fabulous. I bought it. Then Benjie arrived with a sack of dog food for Kichiro Mayuzumi from Bulacan. Benjie resumes house cleaning work tomorrow. In the meantime both the dust bin man and my masseur want to do house cleaning work for me as well, and I don't know how to handle the situation for now.
Slept eight hours after a deep tissue massage.
My day began with simultaneous occurrences. Angelique and a classmate were at Araneta Center buying tickets for Wednesday's game, which, unfortunately, had already sold out. We are all having lunch at home. A woman and her son from _______ buzzed by with lots of quilted stuff for sale--they remind me of the stuff they make at Smokey Mountain--made of varied, Christmas-pattern fabric. I normally turn my nose up at those, except that my karma for the day was that they had one peculiar set in a gorgeous pattern that was really fabulous. I bought it. Then Benjie arrived with a sack of dog food for Kichiro Mayuzumi from Bulacan. Benjie resumes house cleaning work tomorrow. In the meantime both the dust bin man and my masseur want to do house cleaning work for me as well, and I don't know how to handle the situation for now.
Sunday, November 29, 2015
Now at the tail end of the month, ensure that your December takes you to the realization of your main objective for the entire year. If it is not possible to do so, even at this late hour make a list of five, doable tasks. That way you would have accomplished at least five things before the onset of 2016.
One Man's Freedom Is Another Man's Fear
The day I retired was one of the happiest days of my life. I was finally free to enjoy my house 24/7, spend real quality time with my children and grandchildren, and read, write, paint, and knit the whole day if I wanted to. Each day was at my command. I had no more supervisors. I could speak my mind out loud to anyone. I could eat and sleep wherever and whenever I wanted. I became a king, for it is possible to become a king even without enormous riches. It was the perfect passage for a hedonist.
I was surprised, therefore, when an old friend came to me and told me how terrified he was of retirement. He described it as the day when no one would call him or see him again. I tried to convince him that, upon retirement, one's status changes, but the people around one do not change. Still, he continued to feel anxious.
Perhaps other people dread retirement because they are not creative human beings. There are, as a matter of fact, people who do not even understand what being creative is, because one discovers creativity only in solitude, and those with many insecurities fear solitude. I am glad that am able to teach people what all of those truly are in all of my workshops.
I was surprised, therefore, when an old friend came to me and told me how terrified he was of retirement. He described it as the day when no one would call him or see him again. I tried to convince him that, upon retirement, one's status changes, but the people around one do not change. Still, he continued to feel anxious.
Perhaps other people dread retirement because they are not creative human beings. There are, as a matter of fact, people who do not even understand what being creative is, because one discovers creativity only in solitude, and those with many insecurities fear solitude. I am glad that am able to teach people what all of those truly are in all of my workshops.
Saturday, November 28, 2015
Now cleaning out the walk-in closet in the guest room. It somehow ended up as storage space. Discovered a lot of children's books I thought had been lost, but I still can't find Bears in the Night.
I recycled my grandchildren's old grade school notebooks, and there are a lot. I discovered that 1/3 - 1/4 of each notebook has blank pages and can still be used for notes. I now have a TALL stack of such notebooks, enough to last me a lifetime. Ergo, no more notebook shopping. I can write notes to my heart's content with all that I have, especially since they can be inserted in my antique, leather notebook covers.
Angelique had a very methodical way of taking and organizing notes when she was in grade school. Everything is neat and written with at least two ink colors. Her illustrations are also stunning--they remind me of my father's old Biology notebook.
Aubrey's notes were looser, but no less thorough.
I am proud of my two granddaughters.
I recycled my grandchildren's old grade school notebooks, and there are a lot. I discovered that 1/3 - 1/4 of each notebook has blank pages and can still be used for notes. I now have a TALL stack of such notebooks, enough to last me a lifetime. Ergo, no more notebook shopping. I can write notes to my heart's content with all that I have, especially since they can be inserted in my antique, leather notebook covers.
Angelique had a very methodical way of taking and organizing notes when she was in grade school. Everything is neat and written with at least two ink colors. Her illustrations are also stunning--they remind me of my father's old Biology notebook.
Aubrey's notes were looser, but no less thorough.
I am proud of my two granddaughters.
This is the second time I've been at Araneta Center with people congregating for a basketball tournament. I know nothing about basketball and would rather paint than play or watch it, but I like the bristling energy emanating from the crowds. I can actually tap into it and draw some of it into my magical implements.
Back from lunch and coffee out with Aubrey. We hunted for items from her two classmates' birthday wish lists but all of them were out of stock. She will just have to hunt for those another day with Angelique.
Bought toiletries, insecticide, mangoes and apples, chips, a Pepsi pack, and a dressed chicken for dinner tonight.
Fully Booked no longer exists in Gateway, it was replaced by a newly-opened, albeit scanty, Gourdo's. I bought my 2016 executive planner from National Book Store.
Bought toiletries, insecticide, mangoes and apples, chips, a Pepsi pack, and a dressed chicken for dinner tonight.
Fully Booked no longer exists in Gateway, it was replaced by a newly-opened, albeit scanty, Gourdo's. I bought my 2016 executive planner from National Book Store.
Still reading a few pages from Gleason's book every night, and only because I am determined to finish reading it. It is quite unfortunate that it was written at a time when pretentious, pseudo-intellectual writing was in vogue, like convoluted art reviews in which neither the art works nor the reviews communicate with high-fidelity--or any kind of fidelity--to the general public.
Friday, November 27, 2015
Good night, Cubao!
Angelique and J. are having dinner out and watching the last full show of a movie. Aubrey had varsity volleyball training and ate out with her friends.
Aubrey and I had fruit shakes at M.'s cafe.
M. and I are planning to install outdoor lamps to hang from the two biggest trees outside the cafe. M. also wants to have the major part of the plantboxes razed to accommodate outdoor seating a la Paris.
Angelique and J. are having dinner out and watching the last full show of a movie. Aubrey had varsity volleyball training and ate out with her friends.
Aubrey and I had fruit shakes at M.'s cafe.
M. and I are planning to install outdoor lamps to hang from the two biggest trees outside the cafe. M. also wants to have the major part of the plantboxes razed to accommodate outdoor seating a la Paris.
I can no longer make up for all the nights I came home late from work to my two sons, because they are both grown up, one has passed away, and the other has his own family and lives in a different house, but I still can to my two granddaughters who are still in school and live with me, by staying home most of the time and always being there for them.
Looking back now, I should have excelled less as an employee and more as a father. It is easy to undo mistakes one does at work, but what one gives and does not give one's family are always irreversible.
I can have as many jobs as I want, but I have only one family.
Looking back now, I should have excelled less as an employee and more as a father. It is easy to undo mistakes one does at work, but what one gives and does not give one's family are always irreversible.
I can have as many jobs as I want, but I have only one family.
Afterimages
Lights go out, shadows remain
Colors switch to complementaries
Laughter reverberates
Memory reverses
Grief follows death, but then the eye rests
And everything looks the same again
Colors switch to complementaries
Laughter reverberates
Memory reverses
Grief follows death, but then the eye rests
And everything looks the same again
Do NOT clean your bird cages too often. Birds thrive in them when they are messy--and what looks "dirty" to you.
It is unfortunate that pet shop suppliers create bird cages made of tin and plastic that look good ONLY when they are spanking clean, which really isn't the environment that makes birds happy.
It is unfortunate that pet shop suppliers create bird cages made of tin and plastic that look good ONLY when they are spanking clean, which really isn't the environment that makes birds happy.
All too often a person in need of help suddenly calls or text-messages me and says that he/she urgently needs to see me, and immediately. My standard and consistent reply is that I am not available. They all remind me of the social calls of P., who always drops by spontaneously but whom I never let in. Or antique dealers who come without previous appointments.
My house is not a psychic ER. If you want to consult me personally, it will have to be within certain parameters--MY parameters. Otherwise I perceive your impulse as a lack of self-discipline, and what that means to me is that you cannot be helped to help yourself and that I shouldn't even try to.
My house is not a psychic ER. If you want to consult me personally, it will have to be within certain parameters--MY parameters. Otherwise I perceive your impulse as a lack of self-discipline, and what that means to me is that you cannot be helped to help yourself and that I shouldn't even try to.
Thursday, November 26, 2015
Pambulag
When casting a spell or performing a magical activity, no other mage can see or sense what you are doing as long as you have a piece of tarnished silver on you.
According to The Curse of the Dragon, in mid-career Bruce Lee began avoiding and hiding away from most of the students who came to him. He was sure that all they wanted was to take something away from him.
Although I am within a totally different context, that is exactly how I have been feeling since the turn of the century, 2000.
Although I am within a totally different context, that is exactly how I have been feeling since the turn of the century, 2000.
D.
D. has a sad but interesting life. He was a very close family friend of T., a Muslim antique dealer, the same dealer from whom I purchased my one-meter-tall porcelain Kwan Yin. T. passed away in 2009, after which D. began courting L., T.'s widow. D. faithfully stayed with L. and her children through her stroke, which left her half-paralyzed, and through her rehabilitation.
Unfortunately, T.'s son, T2, became a drug addict after losing his father and became a father himself at the age of 15. Now separated from his girlfriend, T2 has gone through a lot of odd jobs, including waitering and working as a grocery boy. D. loves T2 as though he were his own son. T2 slightly improved but, at the present time, seems to have regressed to his old ways.
D. sells antiques via L.'s former contacts. The items are of good quality. Some of them are from private excavations, plus a few rare talismans (I own and have photographed those that I acquired from him). This morning I gave him a bag for his personal use and two antique paintings to sell for himself, though he insists that he will keep the paintings and hang them on his wall.
It's just quite heartbreaking to see him slowly trudging up and down the streets with his ware.
I should have taken him to lunch at M.'s cafe, but the idea occurred to me only after he'd gone.
Unfortunately, T.'s son, T2, became a drug addict after losing his father and became a father himself at the age of 15. Now separated from his girlfriend, T2 has gone through a lot of odd jobs, including waitering and working as a grocery boy. D. loves T2 as though he were his own son. T2 slightly improved but, at the present time, seems to have regressed to his old ways.
D. sells antiques via L.'s former contacts. The items are of good quality. Some of them are from private excavations, plus a few rare talismans (I own and have photographed those that I acquired from him). This morning I gave him a bag for his personal use and two antique paintings to sell for himself, though he insists that he will keep the paintings and hang them on his wall.
It's just quite heartbreaking to see him slowly trudging up and down the streets with his ware.
I should have taken him to lunch at M.'s cafe, but the idea occurred to me only after he'd gone.
D. came with a lot of exquisite, antique glass beads. I really don't need any more, but it was quite evident that he was in desperate need of money. Bought two strands and combined them to make an Ariadne Oliver necklace. There is only one rule of thumb for creating necklaces, which is that they should look good enough to eat.
Passed on the red beads, which look like luscious cherries, and on the blue-and-whites.
Passed on the red beads, which look like luscious cherries, and on the blue-and-whites.
Walked to the Sitio Catacutan Laundry and had my two overedged canvases laundered and pressed. Actually I could have simply gone upstairs to do it myself with a water spray canister and our pressing iron, but I can't be bothered to fiddle with such things. Besides, they are charging me only P55 for both pieces.
The projected, double oil portrait will be rolled and sent to Sydney after they are done. That is why I can't have the canvases over stretchers, because items made of wood are not admitted into Australia.
The projected, double oil portrait will be rolled and sent to Sydney after they are done. That is why I can't have the canvases over stretchers, because items made of wood are not admitted into Australia.
Angelique left for university. She might come home late because her group needs to finish their survey report for tomorrow. Lit joss sticks. Fed and watered the birds. Even while doing so, had a nagging feeling that something wonderful is about to happen. I still do. It's like I'm about to die all over again, and emerge anew.
The strongest messages coming in are from Chuoko Liong, the ________ coming in next. Two students from the remote past have been telepathically calling out to me, but, as of now, I don't know what they really want.
The strongest messages coming in are from Chuoko Liong, the ________ coming in next. Two students from the remote past have been telepathically calling out to me, but, as of now, I don't know what they really want.
You don't just visit a hermit and expect him to give you the guidance you need. It is the hermit who visits you--first, in your dreams, and then, when he tells you that you may come to him, there follows a long apprenticeship during which he may or may not impart to you the magical secrets and treasures you were hoping for.
P. dropped by a few minutes ago, but I couldn't let him in because of morning chores.
I like P., who is a Vietnamese tattoo artist residing in the Philippines, but he spontaneously materializes at the most odd moments. Maybe I should have that tiny tattoo finally done in my ____ chakra area. Perhaps next week?
I like P., who is a Vietnamese tattoo artist residing in the Philippines, but he spontaneously materializes at the most odd moments. Maybe I should have that tiny tattoo finally done in my ____ chakra area. Perhaps next week?
Wednesday, November 25, 2015
Took a one-hour nap, woke up, tuned in to BBC, and knitted a few more rows on my wuxia scarf.
Text-messaged Angelique asking her what time she and her classmates are arriving. She replied, informing me that they arrived while I was napping and are now upstairs analyzing their survey data.
Quite ironic that I am only a staircase away!
Text-messaged Angelique asking her what time she and her classmates are arriving. She replied, informing me that they arrived while I was napping and are now upstairs analyzing their survey data.
Quite ironic that I am only a staircase away!
When in danger of falling into a rut or a boring loop:
--Alternate your routine activities with small, creative activities.
--Try doing things in another sequence.
--Wear a piece of clothing of an unusual color.
--Do a tiny act of charity.
--Do a minor rearrangement of furniture or decor.
--Sit down and relax in a different chair or a different corner.
--Adjust your budget so that you can buy yourself a trivial treat each day.
--Begin reading a book you've never read before.
--Alternate your routine activities with small, creative activities.
--Try doing things in another sequence.
--Wear a piece of clothing of an unusual color.
--Do a tiny act of charity.
--Do a minor rearrangement of furniture or decor.
--Sit down and relax in a different chair or a different corner.
--Adjust your budget so that you can buy yourself a trivial treat each day.
--Begin reading a book you've never read before.
Tuesday, November 24, 2015
Interior designers should create rooms to look good no matter who are bustling inside it, and, as a matter of fact, should test their designs in such varied situations: with a half-naked resident emerging from the bathroom, with a plumber coming through and carrying his tools, with rowdy neighbors, with a couple yelling at each other.
A room does not have any focal point when there is no one inside the room. It is the person who is the focal point inside any room. If there are more than one person, all of them are double, triple, quadruple, or multiple focal points. That is why a crowd of people is best seen within a bare room.
Note how, when a designer works "a focal point" into any room, the illusion is immediately destroyed whenever someone walks in.
Note how, when a designer works "a focal point" into any room, the illusion is immediately destroyed whenever someone walks in.
Your e-mail message:
"_____, yesterday, my wife wanted us to drive her to work and pick her up after so we can go to a ______________.
"_____, yesterday, my wife wanted us to drive her to work and pick her up after so we can go to a ______________.
"Sabi ko sa weekend na lang.
"Sabi niya mag-check in na lang kami ng anak ko sa __________ o ________ para hindi na ako magmaneho pauwi at pabalik. Binanggit niya kung magkano ang rates pareho TO THE LAST CENTAVO, and at these particular motels. And the way she was saying it, she's familiar of how much it really costs.
"Manong, is she seeing, has been seeing someone else?
"When she was ______ at this ________ during the early part of the year, work ends at _ in the afternoon.
"Nakakauwi siya ____ na ng gabi, Isang oras lang o mahigit ng kaunti ang biyahe. Pinabayaan ko ng ilang linggo. Nung pinansin ko na, umuwi ng maaga ng kaunti, alas ____. And these times are fairly consistent.
"Mukhang binibilang talaga ang oras.
" Patapos na ho ba ang pamilya namin?
"Araw-araw na lang ang pagtatalo at pagbibintang. Pagod na po ako samantalang lalo naman siyang lumalakas sa galit niya."
My reply:
Hello _______,
Your wife is not necessarily unfaithful to you. Some of the possibilities are that she engages in a small-time business to make more money, that she is simply hanging out with friends, or that she is having sessions with a psychological counselor. Those are just examples, do not take me literally. I'm simply illustrating how suspicion without facts can make your mind paranoid. What is to prevent her, after all, from telling you that she is having an affair? And what is to prevent her from plainly telling you to just leave and go elsewhere or back to the Philippines?
If she is being unfaithful behind your back, however, remember that you did that first, and that you may be getting what you deserve.
In your present situation, your wife is the breadwinner and practically the head of the family. A person in that position usually takes liberties in doing things without having to inform others. It is also normal for a person who is gainfully employed and who manages trips, whether long or short, to know hotel and motel rates, and other things, such as transportation costs and other incidental expenses. It is all part of planning.
If she no longer wants you, would she bother to plan such an outing with you?
You should KNOW whether she still loves you or not; you should be able to tell without denial. The question is, do YOU still love her? If so, what positive things are you doing about it on your own, both for her and for yourself?
During the last year of my retirement I intended to stay through my very last day in the office. Early on, however, my psyche began priming me for my post-retirement life, sending me more workshops, painting commissions, writing projects, and other matters than usual. I filed for early retirement a month earlier than scheduled. It was the Christmas break. I slipped away quietly and unobtrusively. When my co-workers came back to work after the holiday, I was no longer there.
Looking back at my last year at work, I see what a different person I was then. Barely eleven months later, I know that I am not that same person. If I had coffee with a co-worker today he/she would surely be terrified to see that I am not what he/she always thought I was.
Looking back at my last year at work, I see what a different person I was then. Barely eleven months later, I know that I am not that same person. If I had coffee with a co-worker today he/she would surely be terrified to see that I am not what he/she always thought I was.
Monday, November 23, 2015
Sunday, November 22, 2015
Good night, Cubao!
So glad I started stocking up on books that I still haven't read, blank canvases, lots of yarn, unusual toys, jewelry, and antiques years ago. I have begun enjoying ALL of them, now that I am retired, and they will probably last me a lifetime.
Our eldest sister Lourdes has also retired, and is glad that she is so. In her own words, "I don't want to wake up one day and realize there is not any more time left to do the things l have always wanted to do."
Yes, after working almost every day since I was 18, I am ecstatic to no longer be working.
Life is all about living.
So glad I started stocking up on books that I still haven't read, blank canvases, lots of yarn, unusual toys, jewelry, and antiques years ago. I have begun enjoying ALL of them, now that I am retired, and they will probably last me a lifetime.
Our eldest sister Lourdes has also retired, and is glad that she is so. In her own words, "I don't want to wake up one day and realize there is not any more time left to do the things l have always wanted to do."
Yes, after working almost every day since I was 18, I am ecstatic to no longer be working.
Life is all about living.
Tentatively scheduled to do a five-day Writing from The Heart workshop for adults in the Philippine summer 2016. Constructing a completely new syllabus, one that is just as deeply philosophical and psychological without frightening participants, especially beginners, born-again Christians, and devout Muslims.
I'm changing my props as well.
I'm changing my props as well.
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Saturday, November 21, 2015
Friday, November 20, 2015
For the past few nights I have been dreaming of Rene, who lives in Baguio City. In all of those dreams the sun is out and he crosses a small plaza to approach me, as though to consult me about something urgent. In all of those dreams, however, he just looks at me and says nothing. And then I wake up.
I hope, he is fine, though I fear, he is not.
I hope, he is fine, though I fear, he is not.
Thursday, November 19, 2015
While resting from knitting I started clearing out the clutter from the old, now-unused study desks upstairs. Lots of stuff going to the dust bin, but I need my granddaughters' clearance first.
Might take one downstairs to the studio office and place it perpendicular to the faux Sheraton desk. It could serve as an assistant's desk for when one of the Spirit Questors is here to study documents on magic.
Might take one downstairs to the studio office and place it perpendicular to the faux Sheraton desk. It could serve as an assistant's desk for when one of the Spirit Questors is here to study documents on magic.
Wednesday, November 18, 2015
My Adult Coloring Book: Work In Progress
Still working on a page from the adult coloring book that my sister Alice gave me. As in embroidery, I work only a few portions at a time, and I enjoy it completely. I find that I prefer to go against the usual expectations. This death mask, for example, was designed with a leafy, Green-Man pattern, but I decided to ignore that and flesh it out, pun intended, instead.
I will try to complete this book and keep it as an album.
If you are an artist, color one such book. You can eventually give it as a gift to a special friend.
If you are an art collector, ask your artist friends to color one page each, and perhaps sign their name on their respective pages. You will then have an album-gallery keepsake of their work.
I will try to complete this book and keep it as an album.
If you are an artist, color one such book. You can eventually give it as a gift to a special friend.
If you are an art collector, ask your artist friends to color one page each, and perhaps sign their name on their respective pages. You will then have an album-gallery keepsake of their work.
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
Good night, Cubao!
Finished watching the Sleepy Hollow DVD my sister Sylvia gave me. Loved those warm countryscapes interspersed with the indigo-and-black-and-white scenes. I kept the subtitles on; they are always a big help when voices are low and I want to know how names and occasional words are spelled.
Delicious props: quills, the seal and sealing wax, the investigation and autopsy tools, Ichabod Crane's notebook, which the Spirit Questors' notebooks are named after, the wall sconces, the blue-and-white teacup, the iron and tin lanterns, and, of course, the Tree of the Dead, which McFarlane further immortalized. That one, faux amber, fiberglass drinking cup looked very dubious, though. And, surprisingly, there wasn't much jewelry.
This to me is the best Johnny Depp, and is a movie I will watch again and again and again. Thank God I have this and the Pirates series, which to me are the second best Johnny Depps.
Finished watching the Sleepy Hollow DVD my sister Sylvia gave me. Loved those warm countryscapes interspersed with the indigo-and-black-and-white scenes. I kept the subtitles on; they are always a big help when voices are low and I want to know how names and occasional words are spelled.
Delicious props: quills, the seal and sealing wax, the investigation and autopsy tools, Ichabod Crane's notebook, which the Spirit Questors' notebooks are named after, the wall sconces, the blue-and-white teacup, the iron and tin lanterns, and, of course, the Tree of the Dead, which McFarlane further immortalized. That one, faux amber, fiberglass drinking cup looked very dubious, though. And, surprisingly, there wasn't much jewelry.
This to me is the best Johnny Depp, and is a movie I will watch again and again and again. Thank God I have this and the Pirates series, which to me are the second best Johnny Depps.
Monday, November 16, 2015
Finished rehydrating the canvases, and tacked them on boards. They are now on easels--thank God I have three.
Found myself rotating three activities an hour each during the day: painting the double portraits (work); knitting my wuxia scarf (relaxation), and coloring a page in my adult coloring book (therapy).
Found myself rotating three activities an hour each during the day: painting the double portraits (work); knitting my wuxia scarf (relaxation), and coloring a page in my adult coloring book (therapy).
Sunday, November 15, 2015
Sometimes Aubrey decides to skip a meal and does not eat with us, sometimes, Angelique. I allow them to do so, because I was like that when I was young. I believe that your body not only tells you what to eat, but when to eat.
In traditional British and Fil-Hispanic families, long ago, it was a heinous crime to not eat with everyone else in the house. The British cooks would get upset because preparing a meal was a production number. The Fil-Hispanic head of family would get upset because mealtimes were really staff meetings during which important announcements were made and in which everyone reported what they had been doing.
People-traffic in cities has changed all that. Condominium units have kitchens that double up as dining spaces, and, within the safety of narrow walls, chances are that people eat alone, eat in a cafeteria, or not at all.
In traditional British and Fil-Hispanic families, long ago, it was a heinous crime to not eat with everyone else in the house. The British cooks would get upset because preparing a meal was a production number. The Fil-Hispanic head of family would get upset because mealtimes were really staff meetings during which important announcements were made and in which everyone reported what they had been doing.
People-traffic in cities has changed all that. Condominium units have kitchens that double up as dining spaces, and, within the safety of narrow walls, chances are that people eat alone, eat in a cafeteria, or not at all.
Saturday, November 14, 2015
Why Can't They Improve The Simplest Things?
I use three kinds of brushes when I'm painting: sable, hog's hair, and the old, reliable nylon. After a day's work these brushes are cleaned with turpentine (some painters I know use paint thinner) and then washed with soap and water. They are used again the following day--hours of laying paint in layers on the canvas--and on succeeding days until the painting is finished, which takes months, even years.
My brushes have been used on hundreds of paintings, and they are still good. I only infrequently need to replace them.
Why can't the same durability be applied to toothbrushes? They are used only with toothpaste, not strong substances such as oil paint, linseed oil, turpentine, and paint thinner, yet, they last only two weeks before the fibers splay and get ragged. Hotel toothbrushes are even worse, because they are good for one use only and their handles snap with pressure.
Are toothbrushes one of the biggest commercial scams in this world? No matter what the brand, I don't seem to get what I pay for.
My brushes have been used on hundreds of paintings, and they are still good. I only infrequently need to replace them.
Why can't the same durability be applied to toothbrushes? They are used only with toothpaste, not strong substances such as oil paint, linseed oil, turpentine, and paint thinner, yet, they last only two weeks before the fibers splay and get ragged. Hotel toothbrushes are even worse, because they are good for one use only and their handles snap with pressure.
Are toothbrushes one of the biggest commercial scams in this world? No matter what the brand, I don't seem to get what I pay for.
You were with me at night class if:
--you saw a boy in a red shirt
--you saw an engaged couple, a man and a woman, in black
--you saw seven latecomers arrive
--you woke up at dawn to adjust your body in a position I prescribed
--you sensed that I gave three simultaneous lessons and heard my voice tripled and lecturing all at the same time.
--you saw a boy in a red shirt
--you saw an engaged couple, a man and a woman, in black
--you saw seven latecomers arrive
--you woke up at dawn to adjust your body in a position I prescribed
--you sensed that I gave three simultaneous lessons and heard my voice tripled and lecturing all at the same time.
Your e-mail message:
"Hello Sir,
"Hello Sir,
"Am practicing to channel sekhem energy through my body for inner healing but at some point during the exercise, my body springs up like I have had an electric shock.
"What could this effect be? Is it a bad effect?
"Thank you."
My reply:
Hello _________!
Before doing a sekhem exercise, first ensure that:
--you are mentally, emotionally, and physically relaxed
--your chakras, or energy centers, are aligned
--you are able to visualize your entire body as a body of light.
What you have experienced is a sign of blockage.
Friday, November 13, 2015
Your privately shared message:
"good day sir, are you still teaching in Ateneo? im hoping to get your booked signed. please please please."
My reply:
Hello __________!
I stopped teaching in 2000, when Doreen Fernandez passed away, at Ateneo, DLSU, and St. Scholastica's. I will be happy to sign your book, perhaps in Cubao? I am often at _________.
It is also possible for me to sign my cyberspace books: all you need to do is print out the first pages of the books, and I will be happy to sign those also.
"good day sir, are you still teaching in Ateneo? im hoping to get your booked signed. please please please."
My reply:
Hello __________!
I stopped teaching in 2000, when Doreen Fernandez passed away, at Ateneo, DLSU, and St. Scholastica's. I will be happy to sign your book, perhaps in Cubao? I am often at _________.
It is also possible for me to sign my cyberspace books: all you need to do is print out the first pages of the books, and I will be happy to sign those also.
Second to one's bedroom, one's kitchen is one's safe retreat.
Sitting at the breakfast table with a wedge of triple chocolate cake and two huge glasses of RC, the only soda that, when poured into a lot of ice cubes, stings my throat like a thousand syringe shots of energy. It is true to its original slogan, for it is "the one with the mad, mad taste."
Sitting at the breakfast table with a wedge of triple chocolate cake and two huge glasses of RC, the only soda that, when poured into a lot of ice cubes, stings my throat like a thousand syringe shots of energy. It is true to its original slogan, for it is "the one with the mad, mad taste."
I can tell from a person's energy emissions, when he is at least two feet away from me, whether he:
--has just gone to the toilet, because there are sparkly, sandy, golden grains shimmering in his aura very close to his body.
--has not gone to the toilet, because there is a dark, brown band in his aura very close to his body.
--has just gone to the toilet, because there are sparkly, sandy, golden grains shimmering in his aura very close to his body.
--has not gone to the toilet, because there is a dark, brown band in his aura very close to his body.
There is no such thing as a failure in life, for God did not create such a human being. It is possible that a person has dreams and objectives--that he does not attain them is not an index of being a failure.
Look at your talents and abilities. Though unused, they already mark your success.
Often, one sees oneself a failure only because one does not see what he can really do and where he truly belongs.
Look at your talents and abilities. Though unused, they already mark your success.
Often, one sees oneself a failure only because one does not see what he can really do and where he truly belongs.
Thursday, November 12, 2015
Wishing I had the time to read up on Russian mythology, Chinese mythology, and Australian mythology.
So far I can see how, in folk tales, the Russian firebird became the Chinese nightingale and then the Philippine adarna, but am wondering how, during the downward flow to the south, it became serpentine in Australia. Unless the Australian serpent had wings, like the Indo-Hindu naga.
So far I can see how, in folk tales, the Russian firebird became the Chinese nightingale and then the Philippine adarna, but am wondering how, during the downward flow to the south, it became serpentine in Australia. Unless the Australian serpent had wings, like the Indo-Hindu naga.
Good night, Cubao!
Feel like going shopping again tomorrow. I have only three stickers so far on my coffee card.
Also saw some shirts I want to come back for. I believe that old men should always be well dressed and look good, but I'm not sure if I am using age as an excuse to buy the shirts or using the shirts as an excuse for my age.
Feel like going shopping again tomorrow. I have only three stickers so far on my coffee card.
Also saw some shirts I want to come back for. I believe that old men should always be well dressed and look good, but I'm not sure if I am using age as an excuse to buy the shirts or using the shirts as an excuse for my age.
Dinner at home with the granddaughters. Angelique and I went to D.'s store to put together a hygiene kit which she needs to bring to university tomorrow as a donation to some cause.
J. arrived much later.
Angelique and J. conversing in the upstairs family room, Aubrey in her bedroom, M. and his staff in the cafe with music playing, guards at both stations, and I on my computer in my captain's cabin bedroom. A cozy Thursday night.
When we finally have CCTV cameras installed, it should be fun watching the people on the driveway and on the street.
J. arrived much later.
Angelique and J. conversing in the upstairs family room, Aubrey in her bedroom, M. and his staff in the cafe with music playing, guards at both stations, and I on my computer in my captain's cabin bedroom. A cozy Thursday night.
When we finally have CCTV cameras installed, it should be fun watching the people on the driveway and on the street.
Wednesday, November 11, 2015
"The void is that which stands right in the middle of 'this' and 'that'. The void is all-inclusive, having no opposite--there is nothing which it excludes or opposes. It is a living void, because all forms come out of it and whoever realizes the void is filled with life and power and the love of all things."
--Bruce Lee, in The Tao of Jeet Kune Do
--Bruce Lee, in The Tao of Jeet Kune Do
Question: What does one do after an afternoon of knitting?
Answer: Continue watching one's Bruce Lee DVD.
Watched Bruce Lee: Forever Light on my second Bruce Lee DVD, another documentary of his life from his childhood through his death.
It has three chapters:
--Chapter 1: In Search of Destiny
--Chapter 2: A Dragon Comes Home
--Chapter 3: The Art of the Dragon
--Chapter 4: Walk On!
Made me want to collect his early films, such as My Son Ah Cheung, Boys on the Street, Blackboard Jungle, and The Orphan, all of which reminded me so much of Luis Bunuel, and Thunderstorm and Longstreet. Some of them already had prolonged fight scenes.
I especially like one training scene in this documentary in which a stick must be shot through an iron ring to snare a metal ball on twine. I should try that someday.
His movies were shown in sequence: The Big Boss, shot in Thailand, which made him a star; Fist of Fury a.k.a Chinese Connection, the first appearance of nunchucks; Way of the Dragon, wrote and directed be Bruce Lee himself and shot in Rome; Enter the Dragon; and Game of Death.
There were passages from The Art of Kung Fu, the first book Bruce Lee ever wrote.
This is also the first documentary I have that mentions that Bruce Lee died on the bed of actress Betty Ting Pei, followed by much discussion.
I watched everything, including the end titles, which were superimposed on takes edited out from the actual movies.
Answer: Continue watching one's Bruce Lee DVD.
Watched Bruce Lee: Forever Light on my second Bruce Lee DVD, another documentary of his life from his childhood through his death.
It has three chapters:
--Chapter 1: In Search of Destiny
--Chapter 2: A Dragon Comes Home
--Chapter 3: The Art of the Dragon
--Chapter 4: Walk On!
Made me want to collect his early films, such as My Son Ah Cheung, Boys on the Street, Blackboard Jungle, and The Orphan, all of which reminded me so much of Luis Bunuel, and Thunderstorm and Longstreet. Some of them already had prolonged fight scenes.
I especially like one training scene in this documentary in which a stick must be shot through an iron ring to snare a metal ball on twine. I should try that someday.
His movies were shown in sequence: The Big Boss, shot in Thailand, which made him a star; Fist of Fury a.k.a Chinese Connection, the first appearance of nunchucks; Way of the Dragon, wrote and directed be Bruce Lee himself and shot in Rome; Enter the Dragon; and Game of Death.
There were passages from The Art of Kung Fu, the first book Bruce Lee ever wrote.
This is also the first documentary I have that mentions that Bruce Lee died on the bed of actress Betty Ting Pei, followed by much discussion.
I watched everything, including the end titles, which were superimposed on takes edited out from the actual movies.
Wednesday, November 11, 2015
Aubrey's knitted top is finished. The shirred bodice may be worn either as the front or as the back.
Will take photos of my two granddaughters in their knitted tops on Sunday, probably on the roof deck. Then I can move on to another project.
Both tops took me so long to complete because they were made of single-strand, mercerized cotton on slim needles to simulate fine fabric.
Tuesday, November 10, 2015
My Cousin Freddie
My cousin Freddie had to give up many things in life, since his parents were not affluent. He was a policeman until he retired, and is now a bodyguard for a politician. He must be close to 70 now.
When I was 12, Freddie was well into his mid-teens. He was a quiet boy, and unassuming, though under normal circumstances he should have been very spoiled, since he was the youngest of two male siblings and a female sibling. We often spent the long school break in our ancestral house in San Fernando, Pampanga. He was, like his brothers, interested in boxing and self-defense, which I was not into at the time. Once, though, he surprised me with his creativity, something I have never forgotten all my life, since I am sitting in front of the computer and writing about it now.
It was a boring summer vacation. Either nothing appealing was showing in the downtown movie theaters or we were not allowed to go out of the house. To keep ourselves occupied, Freddie took an old shoe box, cut out a rectangle in its middle, and created a scroll attached to two pegs above and below the rectangular hole. He then cut out figures from a comic book and pasted them onto the scroll. With the aid of a flashlight he managed to turn the shoe box into a theater, cranked the scroll, and told an interesting story that matched the comic book figures on the scroll.
I am certain that Freddie has forgotten this episode from our boyhood, but I have not, and I never will. It was partly responsible for my decision to write my first play when I was in fourth year high school.
Quite interesting how my cousin the policeman and bodyguard unconsciously made a playwright of me.
When I was 12, Freddie was well into his mid-teens. He was a quiet boy, and unassuming, though under normal circumstances he should have been very spoiled, since he was the youngest of two male siblings and a female sibling. We often spent the long school break in our ancestral house in San Fernando, Pampanga. He was, like his brothers, interested in boxing and self-defense, which I was not into at the time. Once, though, he surprised me with his creativity, something I have never forgotten all my life, since I am sitting in front of the computer and writing about it now.
It was a boring summer vacation. Either nothing appealing was showing in the downtown movie theaters or we were not allowed to go out of the house. To keep ourselves occupied, Freddie took an old shoe box, cut out a rectangle in its middle, and created a scroll attached to two pegs above and below the rectangular hole. He then cut out figures from a comic book and pasted them onto the scroll. With the aid of a flashlight he managed to turn the shoe box into a theater, cranked the scroll, and told an interesting story that matched the comic book figures on the scroll.
I am certain that Freddie has forgotten this episode from our boyhood, but I have not, and I never will. It was partly responsible for my decision to write my first play when I was in fourth year high school.
Quite interesting how my cousin the policeman and bodyguard unconsciously made a playwright of me.
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